Christmas

( <3 )

I've been thinking a lot lately about wishing I could just pick up my life, move somewhere different, and start over.

Yesterday my bff and I were talking, and she loves Boston, and she's looking into applying at BU, and we were talking about how cool it would be if we could both go. There's a marine biology program there that makes me very, very ( Read more... )

Remember Garrett?

I'm lying in bed, exhausted but unable to sleep, missing him so much it hurts. I've never connected with a guy the way I did with him. I wish we stayed in touch, but. Life happens, I guess.

I don't know if it's the weddings, or my age and the fact that it seems like everyone around me is in a happy relationship, or what, but god. ( Read more... )

( In which the movie )

( I don't want to take you dancing / If you're dancing with the world )

Crawl into bed and hide from the world right now.

Not look at my back account.

Not look at my textbooks.

Not look at my fic.

Not look at lj.

Not go to school tomorrow or work.

Bwahaha. Remember this? Yeah, I updated that.

*sigh* I keep writing stuff and not finishing it. I should really get on that.

When I'm done my 19 gazillion pages of notes. :/ DNW.

I'm on the verge of freaking out, but not yet. Thankfully.

But I start work tomorrow, and I don't want that to tip me over the edge and into a panic attack. *crosses fingers*

Oh fuck, I'm having a worrying day and what if-ing myself into a state. And I have to work in an hour.

Peachy.

I need tips, or encouragement, or something. Things I should buy. Things I think I need but I really won't. Tips on saving money.

I am freaking out again and I swear to god I'm not going to be able to do this, work and school and living away from home, jesus christ, I am absolutely fucking terrified. Everyone says I can do it but they don't know, ( Read more... )

You know what else is annoying? Needing advice/assistance/whatever about something that you think is probably WAYYYYYYYYYYYY TMI. For like, anybody.  :/ Fail.